way too often do i find myself either saying or thinking this word. to the point that i think i might have to remind myself to be more conscious of what all this wanting is doing to me.
im a day dreamer. i dont want to change that at all...but the i want and the i wish (that i'm so fond of) are pretty much the same thing.
i think i'm spending too much time focusing on the wishes and the wants and not enough time figuring out what exactly it is i want and how to get it!
there is too much, i wish work was over, or i wish people in my house were less messy, or i want to be less stressed out....lets face it im a complainer!
well i started this awhile ago...probably about a month. its been hectic lately. even more so than usual. i dont know why i even say thing like that anymore. hectic is my life. its the norm... deal with it, right!
i'm still in the same place...unsure. i posted on fb around the same time, "i dont know what i want" and my very wise mother suggested i figure out what i get out of bed for, what makes me want to get up in the a.m.
im still working on the answer to this...but i'll let ya know along the way the things i figure out... :)
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