Its not that some people have will power and some dont. Its some people are ready to change and some are not.

Well here I am again swaying back and forth between change and not.
Between motivated (usually caffeine induced) and complete laziness.
Some days i kid myself by saying slowly but surely things are getting done....others i remind myself that the 'to do list' will never be finished, that there will always be more to do, more things to want.  Not enough time in the day.

So here i find myself trying to come to terms with the life I am living and the things i want to change and the things i am content with.

My life is such ciaos that most days i just don't know where to start, usually with the most pressing issue, which leaves me feeling like i'm always behind and always always running late. i blame that on Timothy, the king of last minute!  Lists and notes help me if only in my head to organize some of ciaos and clutter.  Blogging is one of the ways i've always tried to organize myself.  I havent blogged in so long i've been craving it alot lately.  After spending the past two days trying to get my office and paperwork more in order i've decided it will help some to get some of the mess out of my head.

why i blog....
for me, for you, for them.

my blogging is scattered, there is no organization to it. i blog mainly for me.  to help document my life, little pieces of it.  i'm afraid i will forget things. i already do. i blog for those few friends out there that enjoy my ramblings.  And hopefully one day for my children as some sort of online scrapbook b/c i know i just am not going to get organized enough to really scrapbook, plus its expensive! this is free!!!

i want to get to a place where i do it more often...the blogging...

i have many things i've been wanting to write about...random things as always. and lots of pictures from fun events to share...

lets just start with fun things from this week :)

well honestly its been a pretty uneventful week.  i've been such a lazy bum this week. i was on vacay last week and then worked one day which wasnt really busy and then went to mom's for easter and stuffed myself...and havent done much of anything else lately....exciting isnt it!
been trying to find the motivation to make some real changes around here, to catch up on some long over due projects, mainly with work, and cleaning the house...i watch hoarders and i think, "hey my house isnt so bad" when really i need to get off my butt and scrub the bath tub! Same ol stuff here too many people living in this house and not enough people cleaning it.  Not to mention the yard work hasnt been done in forever! boy do i miss apartment living!
well since i'm having such a hard time coming up with much i think i'll move on to a new post with some pics from something we've actually done recently...pictures always help me to start rambling ::)
cheerio!